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Friday, 7 November 2008
hi all! i'm back from the class chalet.. hehe
and nth beats the comfort of being at home.. =)
overall its quite fun, although i paid a high price cuz my pimples popped out! T.T
the resort had been renovated, looks totally nicer then last time tt one..
and i finally learnt how to play mj.. lol... still quite noob at it.. so abit dunno what to say.. haha..
其实我觉得人以人之间的关系真的很奇妙
只要有一些相处的时间和机会
可以有很大的改变
anw got back my results too, i've been promoted =)
when i saw my results, got kinda mixed with emotions
flashbacks, memories, emotions all surged out at tt point of time
the first taste of joy from my efforts
assurance for my doubts
bitterness from not meeting my expectations
pity for what i could have done better
pain from all i've been thru for the yr
all the confusion, the fall, the struggle, the disappointments
saying is easy, but actually doing it is hard..
i find myself trying to motivated people, yet i myself is not motivated
such irony..
sometimes, its really hard to know what its like unless having been thru it urself.. i saw myself in them.. i know how it feels like.. its really terrible.. its like sailing through the stormy ocean, wondering when the weather will change.. or even if the boat can take the conditions..
no matter how others see u, how u see yourself, tt kind of feeling is always different.. cuz the circumstances is no longer the same..
那种内心的挣扎真的很难受
When no longer having the advantage, will i still succeed?
procrastination is always my weakest link
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