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Wednesday, 18 June 2008
omg.. sooo LONELY
Mum in Beijing, probably having loads of fun. (she said she don miss me! SOBS..) back on sat
Bro went for his army training thing. back on sat..
Dad went out, probably drinking with his friends or sth.
been at home for the whole day already. went out to buy food only. ahhhhh.. sad..
bro very clever lor. went for the camp liao then jus dump his dirty clothes in the toilet... expect me to wash?! actually i'd jus dumped everything in the washing machine la. but i hand wash his white shirt lor! (i so gd right? -.-)
no mood to study, see the words wan to slp liao.. 天啊!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
5 more days to exams! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
cant afford NOT to get decent results....
NOOOOoooooooooooooo!!! I DON WAN TO END UP GOING POLY AFTER EVERYTHING!!! EVERYTHING!! worst still if i get promoted then end up getting sucky A lvl results.. then.. NOOOOOO!!! (keeping in mind i already have 2 Cs.. which is bad enough) then my 青春 gone la.. no!!!!!!!!! the price is too high to pay...
sometimes i wonder why i'm doing this to myself. why didn i just went to poly and probably live better. but i chose this. so i must go on.. have i overestimated myself? 是我不自量力吗?? frigging hell.. i shouldn be looking back.. but sometimes i just cant help it.. DISCIPLINE
MOTIVATION
PERSEVERANCE
DETERMINATION
whatever la. as if all these will drop from the sky..
self psycho don work lei.. damn it
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