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Saturday, 5 April 2008
i'm so freaking guai today..... haha! i went home straight after sch today, after having lunch.. today is a half day for us.. cuz the previous batch they'd done well for A lvls and now we have half day "holiday". to celebrate or whatever it is called.
jus finished watching Harry potter and the order of the phoenix. thanks syl for the dvd. ha.. its really nice i think.. totally into the excitement of it.. wonder what the world would be like if its really like this..
today is 4th April 2008. 04.04.08 nice number eh? divisible be 4.
anyway, things are going on pretty fast right now.. faster then i thought anyway.. and today is the weekend again.. not that i'm complaining, but its just tt i'm seeing weekends after weekends.. time really flies.. before i know it, i guess it'll be monday and it'll be sch again.. tests are coming, and for lessons, its just topics after topics...
my teacher asked me how i'm coping. i said i dont know. and i really dont. its just like, sometimes i know it, sometimes i dont. so sometimes i'm fine, sometimes i'm not. so its kinda frustrating at times. but on the bright side, at least i know whats going on, what to do, and able to expect whats to come. its not bad really. but its just frustrating that i dont know what i should know.
define coping well. perhaps to me, it is to do well. to be good, or even better then others. given my past experiences.
but i'm still struggling. so it doesn really meet my definition of "coping well" isnt it? therefore i do not have an answer to that question.
i'm not complaining that i've to stay for another year. cuz i know i deserve it. at least i know this year will be more stable for me.
okayyyyy enough abt these.. sth random.. erm.. my enthusism is always short lived. LOL. at first i just cant seem get enough of it, then after some time, i'll be sick of it.. this applies especially to songs. ha.
sometimes when i let my imagination run wild, i'll think, what will happen if i were to die, just like tt? what would happen if sth jus happened to me? or even anyone else ard me?
i guess it'll be pretty much devastating to anyone if things like tt were to happen to our close ones.. curious as i'm to find out, i definitely would not want to. (TOUCH WOOD TOUCH WOOD) nothing will ever happen to me or my loved ones! (pray hard)
its just a thought la, dont worry, i'm fine. its great to be living right now.love life.
running out of things to say already... wordy post. i know. ha..
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