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Thursday, 14 February 2008
sometimes i look at myself, i told myself, i can do it! i know i can & i must!
but when i look at things,it so clearly proved everything wrong. Nothing is going my way. The fact tt i cant do it just slapped me right back in the face.
Perhaps i'm just not cut out for this after all
但我真的很不甘愿. 不愿意就这样放弃,不甘心就这样被打败
i look and i wonder. What am i doing here? How am i suppose to even do well when i get defeated by a few questions? But i'm really mad and frustrated at myself. i cant even solve a bloody question after spending more than a hour on it. what is wrong?? i fucking hate my stupidity
i want to do it. i wish i can do it well. But i cant. i didnt. I failed and i failed terribly.
should i had just pursue what i could possibly do better? or to continue doing what i thought i can? to continue blindly believe that i can? to go on till i'm left with no choice? i dont want to regret. but yet.. it just seems like i cant go on anymore.......
IRONICALLY, this is what i want. as in, this route. not the torture. u know what i mean.
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