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Sunday, 30 December 2007
another emo post alert! don wan to get infected then don read ba! dont say i nv tell u.this year gotta be the most undesirable year i 'd ever lived through in my 17 years of life.
16 years old. damn sweet sixteen. sweet my ass.
really hope my 17 years old will be better.
sigh! 我太不争气了! 为什么不好好读书?? suffer the consequence in the end.. 吃亏的是知己呀!!! motivation and drive, focus and concentration. thats what i'm lacking. easier said then done. argh.. 别人聪明不读书就算了. 我不聪明又不读书就是活该!
i cant stand it at home! damn bored..
i spent a pathetic christmas eve/christmas at home. and i do not want the new year to be spent like this again!! but.. what else can i do.. =(
ppl always say live life to the fullest.. but how?? if i can live life to my fullest i would had just went to tour ard the world liao. (i wish) and if living life to the fullest is already so hard, how are we suppose to live EVERYDAY to the fullest ?! like how??
perhaps when this certain agonising part of my life is gone thru, probably i can enjoy. then i certainly hope i don have a short lifespan.
3 more days..already having thoughts of how going to sch will be like. at least not like last time where i'm all nervous and don know what to expect.
开始不喜欢一个人的感觉
在人群中 我是孤独的
表现出的 未必是心里想的
隐藏在心里的,又有谁会知?
说到要做到!!applies not onli for myself.
我要疯了!!! #$^%&#@#^&@&****
my thoughts in bits and pieces. you don have to understand. cuz onli i do.
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